Journaling is something I want to start doing again. I miss keeping up with my daily thoughts and emotions. Plus I've got some things to work through.
My life for the past 7 years has been being a Stay-at-Home-Mom and Housewife. It's the longest career I've ever had. I've loved it! The freedom, the boredom, the ups, the downs, the sideways ... but ... you knew there was a but didn't you? Mostly I'm tired of being broke AF all the time. Staying home is great. I can always be here for my little man, but that has pretty much meant that the only other human beings I see are the ones I married and gave birth to. I feel forgotten, unimportant, and friendless. I know I'm none of those things. But my friends have busy productive lives, I do not.
The thing holding me back from being productive is the fibro. I can either not take the drugs, hurt and get very little accomplished because pain. Or I can take the drugs, not hurt, and get very little accomplished because the drugs knock me out. Consistently. Every day around 9:00 to 9:30. Unless I've waited to take the meds because I had something to do in the morning. And I just can't see a prospective employer giving me a 2-3 hour nap break everyday.
I'm frustrated. Which is probably why I've been working on my planner a lot since New Year's Eve. I've gotten things planned with subplans to my subplans for my backup plans because I need to feel some control. But I've made a lot of plannery pages! Microsoft Word is awesome. The new Word has all kinds of tools to help creativity. And to help make interesting looking pages. If anyone is looking for some calendars, lists, menus, goals, etc ... let me know and I'll hook you up. 😊
Anywho, look to be hearing from me here more often. (I'm hoping at least once a week)
Spread a few smiles and lots of Love!
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